semilethal | LEO - POST MOVIE

LEO - POST MOVIE

[ nobody asks where april found the van. some mild criminal activity feels irrelevant in light of the day they just had anyway, and they couldn't exactly walk all the way back to the lair.

not with leo like...this. not just leo either; raphael couldn't hardly hold his head up, hunched and clearly wearing his 'i'm the eldest and i won't complain' face as he cradles leo so carefully on their way to the van. mikey's hands and arms won't stop trembling, even when he twists them together and presses them to his plastron. donatello is sore all over and his skin and shell feel raw, like someone rubbed him down with sandpaper.

and leo's quiet. leo's too quiet.

so there they are in the cargo van, raph tucked toward the front with a leg stretched out for mikey to use as a pillow to doze upon. april and casey sit up front, throwing concerned glances over their shoulders as often as is safe while april slowly weaves the vehicle through the half-destroyed streets toward the nearest access point. splinter sits near the doors as their only other capable fighter, though he keeps his tail curled around leo's uninjured ankle.

and donatello, he's stripping off his gloves because he's going to have to touch his brother to get a better idea of his injuries, and his skin doesn't feel like his own and that'll interfere with his judgement. the fewer layers between he and his brother, the more accurate he can be. ]

Alrighty Leon. Look alive, let's...let's diagnose.

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That it is. [Donnie flexes his fingers, just slightly. They'd stopped intermittently; it wouldn't do to tire his hands out when he has to perform such delicate work. To be honest he should've tried to sleep, but there was no way he could. He doesn't even feel tired, or scared, or even hopeful.

Just...buzzy.] Sheldon, can you prep Leo?

You got it, Donnie! [The belts that have been stabilizing Leo for the entire preparation period finally unclasp and retract, robotic arms much like the ones in Donnie's battleshell extending instead.] C'mon Leo, time to get cleaned up and cut open!

Laparoscopic, [Donnie corrects as Sheldon floats Leo out of the room.]

[Soon as the straps retract, he has to fight the urge to sit up, to move after this long. He can tell he's going to have to take his time when it's all over to get the muscles back in shape. Just to get his neck loosened up again alone will be a lot.]

Really, really do not like how you said that, Shelldon. [Just grumbling the whole way to being cleaned up.]

[Shelldon whirs gently as he navigates the gurney around the lair, approaching and passing the kitchen where their family is congregating for their morning rituals.] C'mon bro, lighten up! Aren't you glad to finally be fixed?

Yeah, but there are way better ways to say that than 'get cut open'.

Never thought you'd be a stickler for semantics, [Shelldon chuckles as he hovers them into Donnie's lab and the pop-up hallway outside of his newly refurbished clean room. The hallway is just large enough for the gurney and a few shelves to fit in and Shelldon seals the door before the hallway is flooded with a cool mist.]

Okay dokay, stand up real careful, Leon! Here, I'll help. [The little robotic arms come out to form guardrails around Leo himself, to help guide him slowly to his feet.] Gotta get this solution all over ya for optimum cleanery.

I am when it comes to literally cutting me open.

[Just like he doesn't want to hear 'almost died' in relation to his survival. As far as he's concerned, he's unkillable since the krang didn't do it. Way better perspective to look at it.

The Shellcot tilting just slight so Leo can get to his feet even easier is helpful. But it's a similar sensation one has of walking or running on a treadmill for a while and then trying to walk on regular floor again - it feels off, like trying to learn to walk again after several days of barely moving and being floated around everywhere. Unhelpful is the reminder that everything is sore and nothing is fully healed yet.

He clutches to the guard rails after trying to take a step. He's glad his family isn't seeing this right this second, it's embarrassing considering his everything usually. He lowers his voice though.]

Thanks, Shelldon.

No problemo, dude. [Shelldon doesn't really have a lot of options for his voice aside from 'aggressively surfer' since Donnie never deemed it worthwhile to change his voice back when he'd fixed the programming issues, but maybe -maybe- his little robotic tone softened a bit.

Two more robotic arms appear; one with a soft sponge and one with a spray bottle, which it uses to soak the sponge liberally before the arm with the sponge begins to wipe ever so gently at Leo's shell, careful of the patchwork.] No offense bro but I'm glad I don't have an olfactory function. You probably reek right now.

Yeah, I've been trying real hard not to think too much about that.

[His family has been great, but he's not an idiot. He'll play the fool all he has to (to make sure plans actually work, to make himself less of a target because as long as he's there, he can portal them all out, to cheer his family up, to boost his own confidence when he has to) but an actual fool Leonardo is not.

While normally a good shell scrub feels great, the rubbing with his back problem is a low-grade throbbing agony. He grips the guard rails tighter to just. Get this over with.]

[Shelldon, either unconcerned with or unaffected by Leo's discomfort, just proceeds with his task until complete. No muss, no fuss! Aren't robots great?

Just then, however, a tap tap tap on the outer canvas of the pop-up hallway precedes Mikey calling plaintively as if he's trying to reach Leo through a brick wall or a bad phone connection.] LEO! WE'RE ALL GONNA BE OUT HERE IN GERM LAND TO SUPPORT YOU! WE ALL LOVE YOU VERY MUCH BUT I LOVE YOU THE MOST!!

[He freezes when he hears it. Creakingly turns his head to look that direction and try to smile.]

Thanks, Mikey, I know I can always count on you.

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I WILL COOK YOUR FAVORITE DIN- [Mikey gives an indignant squawk when he's cut off by a very large hulking figure whose shadow dwarfs the side of the sanitization tent.]

Leo, just relax. We're all gonna be right here, so we'll see you when you wake up, yeah? [Raph's voice is casual, calm. Very, very calm, carefully so. The conviction is there, the I'm the biggest brother and I'm promising you that you'll be okay, but he's also trying to mask his own anxiety about one of his brothers undergoing surgery for the first time.]

[As much as he appreciates (and desperately craves) the support, as much as it helps... It is the worst thing right now. Somehow this would have been easier if he and Donnie could've just gone in and started without an audience. No, now he has to put on a brave face, act like he isn't high-key terrified.

He grips the guard rail a little tighter, now looking at the door ahead of him while Shelldon finishes.]

Thanks. I'll make sure not to keep everyone waiting. [There's some of that Grade A Leonardo Charm.]

[And with that, Raphael at least seems a little relieved. He carries Mikey away as the littlest brother calls out to Leo all the dishes he'll make and all the drawings he's going to give him and I love you Leo! I can't wait until we can skate and wrestle and go topside again! MWAH! I LOVE YOU!

Shelldon finishes cleaning Leo up with little fanfare. When Leo turns back to the gurney, in place of the bedding there's a waterproof cover over the padding of the cot, the sheets and pillows gone. The cushioning on the cot is still curved to account for Leo's shell, but he'll more or less be laying flat.]

Showtime, dude.

[Once Leo is situated, Shellcot floats out of the hallway with its settling mist and into a tented operating room fashioned from Donnie's old cleanroom corner. Over by the table Donnie has a smock, mask, and gloves already on, his goggles down over his eyes as he messes with some equipment. Surprisingly, also in the room is Casey, likewise scrubbed up and waiting over by the hanging IV pole.]

Finished? Great. Over here, Shelldon, and lock yourself down once you're docked. [Donnie gestures to what looks like half of a forklift, which Shelldon carefully navigates the gurney into before settling with a firm CLANK.] Monitoring vitals and prepping anesthetic! Everything looks good, my bros. Heart rate's kinda high.

[Seeing Donnie like that, it bubbles up a nervous kind of laugh from deep in his throat. It's like they're kids trying different costumes. If he squints a little, it isn't so serious. Until he hears the clank and his nerves jolt for a brief moment.

He's terrified. He's so scared of this and of course Casey's here so he can't even be honest about it. He shoots Donnie a glance before trying to settle still again.]

Yeah, I'm gonna say that's normal.

[He is still the worst patient.]

[It's weird, because Donnie kind of feels the same way. Not a kid, maybe, not for a while, but in a costume?

He straightens the few surgical tools he'll be using, for the tenth time. He still doesn't look over at Leo.]

Not normal, but it's cool! You're probably just freaking out.

[The slant of Casey's brow is sympathetic, even as he reaches for Leo's wrist to turn his arm over and expose his inner elbow.] Sensei, we'll be right here. Can you straighten your arm out?

I am not freaking out-

[His arm goes rigid stiff when Casey reaches for it. He doesn't even want to turn it over until he hears his voice. Leo forces a heavy swallow of whatever had started to pool under his tongue and carefully follows the motion with careful motions, clearly methodical and not at all with his usual fluidity.

So he's freaking out a little bit. This is happening... now. Like now now. No more "when Donnie finishes building thing" or "after Pops comes back with the supplies", definitely an end to the thought "it'll be after we finished prepping". This is it. They're ready and Leonardo is not.

He feels sick. He feels like he's going to vomit at some point in his future.]

Y-yeah.

...Hey, Donnie? [He waits for a second to see if he'll respond. Either way-] You got this. I trust you.

[Looks over at Leo in surprise. Does he think...or maybe it's not about Donnie at all?

Casey looks up at Donnie over Leo, and Donnie nods towards the hallway. Clear out for a second. Thankfully Casey seems to pick up on it because he lets go of Leo's wrist and sets the IV needle back down on the surgical tray, heading over to the sanitization hallway and closing the flap behind himself.

Donnie resigns himself to scrubbing in all over again as he strips his gloves and drags a stool over to sit next to Leo, not pulling his mask down but taking his brother's hand after a moment.]

I'm not worried. You're afraid, though. Scientifically speaking, lying about it won't make you less afraid.

[He hadn't really expected Donnie to stop and come over. Just expected a noncommittal response noise and them going on with it.]

...It's not lying to say I trust you.

[He does. Every bit of trust is flowing through their ninpo whether anyone else is keyed into it currently or not. And if he tells himself that Donnie's got it and really believe that (he does), then he can get over his own nerves. Just. A few hours, maybe half a day if that and done. That's it. That's all it is. That's all and then he's fixed and things can start going back to normal. They've been in limbo a week too long.]

[Waves his free hand. Obviously Leo trusts him, they've been over this.] I meant you saying you aren't freaking out. You are. Your heart rate is up and your palms are clammy. Anesthetic might make you nauseous so it would be best for the procedure and recovery if you can calm down.

[At the mention of his palms, he'll just take his hand back, fold them anxiously together for a second. Then lay his arms at his sides again. All nervous energy, this adhd king.]

I'd love to try to calm down, but you're right. I'm freaking out right now. It's the first time any of us have had to do this. So I think I'm allowed a little freaking out. I'm already nauseous anyway.

[Looks around for something Leo can fiddle with before settling on a spare surgical sponge, shoving it into his hands so he stops picking at his nails.]

Literally none of that is a point in favor of just letting you freak out.

[oh- he takes the sponge shoved into his hands and just. Holds it for a second before starting to fiddle.]

So what then? Because this has to get done, sooner the better.

I agree, but. [S I G H.] Shut up ahead of time.

Michael gave me. [ugh] Coaching. Lessons. [uuugghhh] To "improve my bedside manner."

[The natural brother instinct to laugh is something he has to fight down. So instead he bites down on his lip and just lays there watching his brother.]

Oh-Okay. Sure. Go for it.

[GLARES SUSPICIOUSLY. literally never in their lives has 'shut up ahead of time' worked, ever, even once. surely there cannot be that much trauma to overcome leo's compulsion to make fun of donnie when donnie is being awkward, surely he must be backloading the ridicule.]

...and part of that coaching, [PAUSES TO EYEBALL AGAIN. he doesn't trust this or you, leonardo] was to. Y'know, [gestures in a circle, like, carry on] check in with the patient. Both prior to and afterwards. ...emotionally, check in.

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